If there was ever a time where I felt a simultaneous set of feelings – its right now. A combination of extreme inspiration and artistic vigor, but coupled with extreme emotional hardship and anxiety (daily, non stop, actually). This makes for a wild and volatile cocktail of ups and downs (and no, I am not bipolar).
So, instead of sitting idle, which is the knee-jerk reaction I get (but feels awful) I am instead drowning myself in work and convincing myself that despite the very-real difficulties at hand, somehow everything will work out. Somehow.
And I will make it happen.
Hey, it be like that sometimes...